Im getting better!

Im getting better!!

4/25 at 6 pm - 4/26 at 6 pm:

Ice cream
Stouffer's mac and cheese
Pnut butter and jelly sandwich

4/26 at 6 pm - 4/27 at 6 pm:

Rotisserie chicken breast
two artichokes
late night bowl of raisin bran and milk
fage total 0% with 1 tbl honey
Fish from trader joes (mmmm, love this stuff)


I got REALLY upset last night. I was told something I care about does not matter. I dried, and then I calmed down. I did NOT however eat! This is a BIG BIG step for me!

4/25-4/26

This is my 1st day fully back on weight watchers. I will post my day tonight (after 6 pm when my day ends.) But I'm sure that I went over. blah

Yeah......so....

I forgot TOTALLY about this. *blush*

I will start up again tomorrow.

I am doing weight watchers. Counting from 6 pm to 6pm. So....yeah.

Getting back on track is REALLY hard. I keep slipping up, and have to try to get back on track again. There is too much good stuff in this world! I know, I know, that is an excuse.

Sooo, in aug hubby and I will have been married for 8 years, so we are going away for a whole weekend, just us. To the BEACH. I need some sun and sand. BUT I need to lose some weight to look good, lol.

Challange day 2

Did not do too bad yesterday. I did find I was looking for something to eat late at night because I was tired. Need to watch that.

I am going to go back to doing weight watchers. I liked it much better, Counting calories is just too time consuming. Plus figuring out my calories for the meals I make at home (like, ummmm, ALL of them) is hard.But yeah.

Challenge day 1!

SOooo. Today is day one of the CWCB 30 day challenge. I have spent all morning cleaning/cutting diapers, so I have not had anything to eat. Guess I should hu? lol.

My landlord is having an homeowners insurance agent come over and inspect the inside of the house tomorrow. It s just the kick in the ass I needed to make me go thru and put away all of the baby clothing, as well as throw away what the rest of us no longer wear. Plus, ya know, but the clean clothing in the dressers (I NEVER put clean cloths away, lol)

So 3/4ths of my kitchen is totally clean, yay! I had fish for lunch, with a cereal bar and a mango for a snack a few hours later.

Post 4

Im in somewhat of a better mood today. I am working towards what I want. Hopefully in the next 6 weeks I will get my Drivers licance back. Im sick of being stuck in this house with nothing to do.

Anyways, for today...

I have had soup. Coming in at 280 cal, and oh so yummy. My allergies are killing me.

I will be getting on the treadmill here shortly.

Did push ups, crunches, and did measurements. I am having a hard time finding time to run on the treadmill because little e thinks it is WAY fun to get on there.

I think ima have fish for dinner. Big c wants peppers, onions and sausage. I will have heartburn for a week if I eat it, lol.

Post 3

Mmmmm fat free cottage cheese and pineapple.....

So today the congo at CWCB opens (http://hyenacart.com/cuties/ btw, go there, buy stuff!)

It is my 1st time stocking, and I have this fear that EVERYONE is going to sell out within the 1st two hours, and only my three little listings will be left. Oh well, If they do then they do, if not then yay.

So now that we know that little e can have chicken I have been trying to come up with chicken dishes to have every night of the week. NOT easy. Tonight I thought about matzo ball soup. mmmm, so good. A deff fav in our house. But then, oh the eggs. Little ovals of death. Still have not found a recipe for eggless, soyless matzo balls, So I guess he will have chicken and something else. No jew food for the jew baby. (yes, we are jewish, lol)

And I had a pnut butter and jelly sammy. Now im within 500 cal of my limit for the day. Ugh, I suck at this!


Ok, today sucks. I am way over, and I did not sell one freaking diaper. I give up, and this day can kiss my big butt. I will post more tomorrow, when I will hopefully be in a better mood.

Post 2.

So I'm trying to figure out what to eat. I need to stop waiting until I'm starving to eat. Cuz then I just eat whatever is easy, instead of what I should be eating. So, I'm off to try to find food....

Ok, for lunch I am having..

Stouffer's mac and cheese. Comes in at 850 cal total. I was gonna eat a mango with it, but the mango was not ripe. Dang it. *crys*















Cool, I can post pics!!

I guess I need to do before and after pics, as well as measurements hu? I will work on that as soon as I get little e down for a nap.


So I ended up making pork chops, and broccoli (with two slices of garlic bread for me, no one lese here heats the stuff) for dinner. Turned out REALLY good!

1st post-info about me, my family, and all that good crap

Hi!

I'm Laura, and I'm a loser. But the good kinda loser. The kind that like...loses stuff. Well, I lose weight, I lose other stuff too (socks, keys, important papers, that kinda thing) as well but that is not what this blog is about.

Im 26. I have been married to Chris (or big c as he will be known as from now on) for the past 7 years. We have two boys, Caleb (hear by known as little c) who is almost 4, and Eli (hear by known as little e) who is 1.

Chris is a dork, lol. He fixes video games for a living, and loves it. I could not ask for a better husband or father for my kids. Plus he is hot.

Caleb is insane, and gets on my last nerve almost everyday. But then he says something, or does something so amazingly cute that I forget all about the bad stuff. He is pretty normal. He loves mickey, and blues clues. And food. That child can eat ALL day. BUT (just like his daddy) he is skinny as a bean pole.

Eli is allergic (like fall over dead allergic) to dairy, soy, eggs, and red meat. He is also allergic to green peas, peanuts, and tree nuts. He is pure happy-ness all day, everyday. He loves food also, but the fact that many kinds of food can kill him makes that love of food hard to deal with.


And.....then there is me. I'm 242. I have never been this heavy before in my life. Why am I this heavy? Well, I would like to blame it on my family history ( my mom and dad are both heavy, my dad more so) But, when it really comes down to it, it is all because I have no will power what so ever.

When I am stressed, or sad, or worried, or bored, I eat. Will eating make me feel better? NO. And I know this. But I do anyways. It is not till AFTER I am stuffed that I think about that fact.

I know I can do this, if I really just hunker down and DO IT. I have a hbac, and I walked a 10k (both things I never thought I would every do) so I know I can do this. But ice cream is OH so tempting. Oh phish food, how you call to me......


Anyways.....

To the point....

Anyone still reading? Alright, here we go.

I am doing a 30 day challenge with the wonderful ladies on the cuties with cloth booties board over on cafemom.


I was doing Weight Watchers. Then I decided to go back to school to get my high school diploma and that is taking up my WW money. Sooooo......

Do I do weight watchers at home?

Or do I start following spark people.

I have to admit, I love WW, but it is way to easy to cheat.

But spark people is awesome.

So, I think, for now, I will do both.

I track my WW stuff on paper, and the spark people online.

As for exercise, I have finally gotten a treadmill!!!!

A wonderful woman on craigslist gave me her treadmill. It is sitting behind me, in the dinning room, as I type.

Hopefully I will be able to walk/jog for at least 20 mins 3 times a week. I am trying to do that couch to 5k thing, because I SO want to run the mud run in may. I am hopeful for more, but seeing as how both the kids think it is great fun, it is not safe unless they are both in bed.


Ok, this post is WAY too long, and WAY to much info. So yeah. On to tomorrow.....